I love interacting with people because I love hearing their life stories and knowing pieces of their lives which I believe can help me grow as a much better individual.
But as much as I love that, I also love being alone.
Sometimes, I prefer being on my own. Alone in my room armed with my pen, paper and a very light music. Sometimes i feel more secured when i am alone because i don’t need to worry about how i act, express my thoughts and opinions and whatsoever. Especially, I don’t have to bother about hurting someone else because of my acts and words. of course, I wouldn’t talk to myself aloud, I’m just doing it in my head. I am not afraid that they will call me MAD when they get to know that i love being alone.
Being alone is more comfortable than being with somebody because I can do everything I want without any worries and doubts. But what I love most about being alone? It is when I am very free to intellectual. I am able to think as much as I want whenever I am on my own unlike when I’m with someone. There is a hindrance and obstruction in my way of thinking.
Whenever I am alone, I can see every aspects and angels of my life. i am able to deliberate well such as why this and that happened, what shall I do if these specific instances happen and whatsoever.
Whenever I am alone, I can understand myself better and better. i can really figured out who i am, what kind of person/personality I have and what kind of life I am living.
But as the old saying goes, ‘No Man Is An Island‘ I know for a fact that i can’t survive this crucial life if I’ll always be on my own, of course, i need to interact with others, I just want to share the other half of me as person and the most suitable way i found to do this is blogging. I want to build my community here.
I don’t know why I love being alone so much.
Whats your thoughts on this? Do you love being alone? or am I the only mad person here?